i'll give it a shot, dot....(i didn't know which paragraph you meant for sure, so i wrote the whole comment in eprime :) )
"i’ll only add to the conversation that i support taking jobs because they will teach us things we want to know, even if the job sucks in itself.
learning things about how hollywood manipulates us (not that we get manipulated, but the techniques involved in manipulating, which include reflections on how to defend ourselves), learning things from the military about how they think, again, for purposes of defense or support of projects we choose…or working to smuggle resources (ideas as well as materials) out to our friends. that can feel hard to do, but definitely worthwhile.
edit: I guess I partly want to make the point here (so many points) that the lines we don’t cross (each of us with our subjective lines) serve an aesthetic purpose more than a practical one. I believe the posters here recognize that social work (for example) comprises just as much of the system as the military does (for example), that we don’t choose lines for moral or practical reasons.
(also, aesthetics can matter a lot, sometimes more than other times…)
(final edit: ba@, i thought about eprime for that second-to-last paragraph, but couldn’t figure out how I would write it. perhaps you could show me a way to write it?)"
my response to your comment:
i mostly decide not to cross certain lines because of how i feel when i relate or interact with other people based on money and/or authority. in a sense, you could call that a practical reason - i want to feel something else. :)
i compare this motivation to something like why i don't buy plastic water bottles (and why i try to minimize my use of other plastic products)....
the practical: yes, i reduce my use of money, the money taken in by businesses, the amount of plastic ending up in the land or water lessened, etc. but practically speaking i know my actions make little difference. i know those billions of pieces of plastic in the oceans will continue to pile up, i know the economy will continue to churn. at least in my lifetime.
the moral: i probably can sound moral at times, but i don't intend or want to. and i certainly don't think even if i do try to preach to people to not buy plastic that it will have any effect (my experience has shown me this already). and i don't "believe" in right and wrong. i don't consider it "wrong" to use plastic.
instead, my reasons (perhaps you would call this aesthetic?):
i hate the way i feel when i toss of piece of plastic in the trash (or even the recycle bin) because i know this land and water will ultimately have to absorb it, or give up a lot more of its richness and volume to recycle it, at minimum. i imagine what the land i live on would look like if all the plastic i used stayed there. i hate thinking about needing more money to keep buying the stuff. i don't want to interact with businesses to buy it. i want to know where my water comes from. basically, i feel the pain of buying and using so much plastic, and i feel better when i don't. the closer i get to the source of the stuff and people in my life, i usually feel more joy, or at least more intensity and direct connection that i desire. so, i don't know if i could sum it up in a word, but yes, not moral, not really practical (other than for me personally), but for some reason i also wouldn't choose the word "aesthetic". i have a hard time labeling, especially when it comes to what motivates me to do (or not do) something.
anyway, i think the above applies to me when talking about jobs/money/authority and anarchy. i don't try to live anarchically because of morality or practicality, but more because of what i feel, what i desire, and my thoughts about what stands in my way or what might work for me to feel what i want or get closer to what i desire to experience.
also, i probably don't know what you mean by "aesthetic". like any word, each person can attach different meanings to it. perhaps i described what you mean?
i agree with your point about learning things from jobs despite my distaste for them....and i've also learned a lot when interacting with people at their jobs when i play the role of consumer or citizen.
(edited a couple of times for clarity and a bunch of other added stuff....)