@dot:
"so that what i do during my life is much more situational, much more about living life the best i can, the most in tune with my values, and much less about reaching a goal that has in the past been corrupted over and over again."
This is a really interesting concept for me because I think I can say, with sincerity, that my only really driving desire at this point is the destruction of the existent (the social order, capitalist society, etc). So, for someone whose desires might coincide with the spreading of "anarchist principles" (at least those that involve the deep-set hatred of capitalist/hierarchical/oppressive social relations), would it not be a sincere question to ask how to spread those principles more effectively?
This is still something that I'm trying to understand and articulate and come to some conclusion with, but I'm interested in other people's thoughts.